supernatural fanfic (Whatpad)

When my 13 year old child decided to start writing fanfiction on whatpad she asked me to join and put something up so i decided to do a simple supernatural storyline.  Below is the first part of my story i am still to write the second but as you can guess i am pretty busy with the other writing project i have.   Oh and as usual i will be putting the links to both accounts at the bottom of this blog.

FANFIC – New dawn for the Winchesters

Sam looked to his brother he could tell Dean felt deeply for Lisa, for some reason every time he picked Ben up dean smiled He seemed to be happier. Sam hoped that his brother could be happy for once they both needed to have something good. When Dean pulled the impala into the parking spot which was hidden from every one but Ben knew where to meet them. Dean stepped from the car he waited for his son who seemed to run over to the car high fives his dad and jumps in.

“Hey uncle Sammy.” Ben greeted his uncle
“Hey my names Sam not Sammy.” Sam moaned

The sun seemed to warm up the cold winters sky, which was always something to be grateful for as the child looked out of the impala. while trees and fields whirled passed the window. Dean Winchester looked to back of the car with a smirk when he noticed the small chubby faced boy playing with the toy soldiers just like him and Sam used to when they were children years go. In some ways he hoped his son Ben even though the boy had been through lot witnessed much in his short life, Dean hoped his boy would never follow the hunters path. Just like his father once hoped for better things for the boys he hoped for better for the teen. It was something that came up in conversation between him and Lisa in-fact a promise he’d wanted to keep.

“Dad there’s talk in school something weird going down,” Ben piped up when he looked to his dad

“What’s up son?” Dean wondered what could be going on they had moved back to Lawrence for the serenity the place brought.

“Eight kids..” Ben stopped for a minute “Eight kids fell into coma’s, the doc cant work out what is going on,” Ben looked over “Jerome told his father his brother was attacked by something but they don’t believe him and he’s been sent to some psych home for disturbed kids.” Ben looked over stopped playing with the toys.

“Al right kid, calm down…hey Sammy what you doing?” Dean asked

“That sounds familiar either something in dads journal or we have seen it before? Strange coma, open windows, not being able to identify the cause? ” Sam replied then looked to the kid “you did good for telling us.” he smiled and watched Ben shrug.

“I know I’ve seen it before sounds like sghtriga but wont know for certain until we investigate Sammy.But we wont do that till we have him home with his mum or she will have my hide.” Dean looked over to Sam

“and no apple pie dad.” Ben smirked when he saw his dad pout

Sam could not help but to chuckle even he knew Lisa had not forgiven his brother or him for the times Ben had been taken by the shape shifters. When he looked back he noticed Castiel sat behind his brother and ran his hand through his hair with shake of his head.

“Will you stop appearing out of thin air Castiel.” Sam groaned”You seriously need to put him on a leash Dean.” he heard Ben chuckle.

“hey uncle Cas,” Ben smirked but noticed the family home in the distance “you know that you cant hide the supernatural from me with cas popping in like this daadddddd……….”

“BEN DON’T….” Dean growled

“BUTTTTTT……” Ben replied

“No way knowing is one thing, hunting is different, even Sammy wanted out.” Dean replied

“Well Sammyboys a wuss,” Ben replied playing his uncle up

“Oi I’m not a wuss if it was not for me this dumbfounder would be dead by now.” Sam replied even he had to admit dean was useless researching. “I just wanted to settle down do what the normal life does but got taught there’s no such thing as normal for us.”

“I have told you both before your destined for grater things, sam going to college was deviation from the plan. I’m sorry you had to go through that pain Sam.” Cas interrupted and noticed the look in Sam eyes when the car pulled up onto the drive Ben jumped out with Dean and sam. While Sam and Ben walked to the house de an looked to cas and whistled.

“Get over here, How many times do I have to tell you do not suddenly appear in the car when I’m driving especially when I have my son in the car with me Cas. I thought wed discussed this he’s not going to be a hunter, he knows its out there and how dangerous things are out there. Ben is out of bounds.” Dean growled when he noticed Lisa walk out of the house and stride toward them both then punch hard in the jaw cas. It pissed him off he could not control his own or his brothers destiny but hell would freeze over before he let Ben hunt.

“Next time you do that I will roast your angelic ass, rip the grace out of it and force it down your god-damn throat you got it?” Lisa growled glaring daggers

“I told you man Lisa is not some one to upset.” Dean stood back and tried not to smirk, when he noticed his kid sister Jael walk over “Hey sis, Sam and I have a hunt later you girls going to be al right watching the angel and kid?” Dean looked over

“Yeh, if you need us let us know.” she looked to her brother and could see John and bobby stood in the door waiting for them all when John decided to shoot at Castiel narrowly missing.

“If you wasn’t a friend of my boys I would have killed your angelic ass.” John shouted But noticed cas disappear “angels are the same as demons,” John could not see the difference neither helped when his world collapsed round his head and he’d lost the love of his life.

“John you’re a bloody idjit.” Bobby growled

“Nah that’s you old man.” John replied when they walked into the house dean walked to ben’s room and knocked on the door.

“She got you grounded huh?” Dean walked into the room

“Yeh uncle Sam told her I wanted to hunt, two weeks to think bout it. She hit gramps for telling me he’d train me but he wanted me to get school done first.”

“Schools important, more important than being out there killing demons do school and college everything me and uncle Sam didn’t do we just want a good life for you.” Dean looked over he could see so much of himself in the kid and remembered how difficult teen years was. “What you playing?”

“Nightmare creatures its a good game, I just want to help I remember thinking you guys was superhero’s when I was little. It’s not like I don’t know how to fight I’m in trouble enough for fighting.” he sighed

“They’re different kid, your dad and uncle had no choice I did not give them the option but if I could have it any other way then they would have gone to school, college the works I got caught up on my personal hunt kid. Don’t want that for you, enjoy yourself kid and boys you need help on the hunt let me know.” John finally admitted it to the kids s he toyed with the wedding band on his finger.

“Thank you sir, we will have some food then head out to strt work,” Dean looked over to sm

“We will be fine sir, we have tackled it before we think. But you and bobby will need to stay here keep n eye on Ben.”

Moments later they herd the call for dinner and walked out to get washed up before headed to the table John noticed the pork roast on the table with all the trimmings.  Finally they sat down john at one end of the table with Bobby at the other end.

“You know your not my dad don’t you?” Ben looked up from his mealhe did not care the man was his  hero the best, considering hed never known his father.  Lis nudged him slightly.

“But that dont mtter right im here for you now+, your my son if you want to be? I will always think of you like your mine. ”  Dean smiled.

TO BE CONTINUED

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Hell at home to safety

I know  almost a month has past since my last post, and i’m not posting as much as i would like to, this is due to lack of funds, you see right now I am out of work so have more time to write but not always the finances to put stuff onto my blog for this I am sorry.

June this year my life changed and this will give you a brief reason why I hope.  I dont mind saying the past few months have been an eye opener to me. Things went from I’m stuck in a rut with a someone who is controlling and abusive in many other ways someone who thought he had the right to do what he did. From assaults, to rape to mind games and controlive behaviours. To i where i am now controlling my own actions and although life is on hold this is not forever. As i’m focusing on writing and working on the various clothes designs for sale on #Teespring and other sites. Although I am still waiting on police to get their asses moving and do this statement, but i’m better than i was with him, due to the fact I am rediscovering my old hobbies cooking, baking and writing. I can go out when i want, eat what i want within the cooking i have cooked food he wouldn’t allow. I’m even freezing bread and various foods. I’m even showering when i want and not feeling like a slave.

As i have gone from a sandwich to cooking three meals a day drinking more than i was before and yes im back to writing. If he caught me picking at sliced ham he would lose his temper a o i had no choice but to lice on what he let me have. I’m almost 90,000 words through a fictional novel and 15,000 through a book based on my experiences. Yes we have a choice to leave or stay before someone starts anything, but its not always that easy . Many people like myself leave more than once before they finally break free, the way the abuser works wether it is female or male destroys the victim on the inside out.  I know i have been destroyed by him phsyically and psychologically through his controlive nature of what i eat drink who my friends was and how often i phoned my family or how i had contact with them. Even when the police came he was always around listening and interupting i never had chance to scream or shout what was happening. we all know the police dont take this sort of report via the internet  and he destroyed my phones.

#Depressions been kicking my butt a little but something i need to work through and I know i can do it. .#Christmas is coming and im just counting my blessings i have a roof over my head and im going to spend time with my little one.

It does surprise me the amount of #homeless people there are on the street rough sleepers which i think for this country is a shame infact its sickening. It just reminds me that even though i have a lot of work to get myself sorted out again there is always someone worse off than I am.

I’m not going to lie I cant afford presents for my little one, or my family this year but i can make well bake something for them and people have rallied around me this year with offers of things so rhiannon dont go without. It just reminds me how good and special the human race can really be when your really struggling.  I have led a rough life  and peeople wonder why ive not broken  and ended it all, sometimes i tell them that something always brought me back while others i just smile and tell them im one tough cookie im a fighter from birth.  

If it wasnt for the help from various people such as the #SaintVincentDePaulSociety and some of the staff from #ValleyHouse then Christmas this year would have folded. With the help from the #SVP I’ve been able to buy tool which helped me bake and cook so my freezer is filling nicely with food today I’m going to cook my first roast chicken dinner for a very long time and some of thew veg (i always cook too much veg) can be put in the freezer.   At least with brocccoli and cauliflour cheese, beef stew, vegtable stew, meatballs, burgers, vegtable chilli, in the freezer along with fish portions and chicken portions and sausages i know i wont go hungry between now and payday.

I still got some broccoli and onions to use up so either tonight or tomorrow i will cook up a pasta meal and then i can put that in the freezer as well.  I’m finding that im eating more healthy than when i was with him, and able tocook what i like eat what i like and make sure its a balanced meal each time. I’m finding that im cooking and baking the things he would never let me do, rediscovering the love of music instead of it always being his choice even my daughter is rediscovering music shed never listened to.  I watch programs he would never allow  or if i had watched them with him he would be consistantly moaning about it and telling me to turn it off. even elections became a problem if i did not vote how he wanted he would cause an argument. Next election it will be awesome to vote how i want to, even small things normal people do every day such as taking a shower is such a liberating feeling now.

i dont know where i will be in june next year i’m hoping im not on the streets but I mightbe in a homeless hostel from fleeing abuse to living rough and yes this worries me, but thing is I can’t let him or my situation break me down. i’ve got the next year sort of planned out so roll on 2019 and lets make it a better year than 2018

Types of abuse

Psychological abuse & emotional abuse –

names calling, putting the victim down, making her/him feel like they are going mad and blaming the victim for the abuse, or controlling their every move through threats and intimidation. The grinding impact of emotional abuse can chip away at a someones sense of self. She may gradually begin to believe her abuser when he tells her, day in, day out, that she is worthless, that no-one will believe her, that no-one cares about her but him.  Telling her no one would believe her, that she can’t drink or stopping her from drinking the needed fluids for survival, telling he/she that they cant shower or keep clean, refusing the victim their medictions.  Dictting the meals they can have or not have.  Refusing them medical treatment.

Sexual abuse –

including rape, sexual assault and sexual exploitation.  Sexual abuse is any form of sexual activity (involving physical contact, words, or photographs) that takes place without the other person’s full and informed consent. It makes no difference whether a they’ve consented in the past. Sexual abuse also includes an abuser withholding their partner’s access to contraception, or forcing them into sexual practices they find degrading. It includes being touched up when your asleep.

 

Financial abuse –

is a way of controlling a person’s ability to acquire, use and maintain their own money and resources. Financial abuse can take many forms. Abusers may stop the victim from earning or accessing the victims own money (for example, by banning her from going out to work, or sabotaging job interviews, or by taking the welfare benefits she is entitled to); spend or take their money without consent; build up debts in her their; or damage the possessions or property. If their are children involved then the perpetrator might withhold child maintenance payments.

 

 

 

 

 

Saphs rice

 

 

One cup rice

one cup mince beef
two sausages cooked & diced

3 rashers of bacon

Once cup frozen veg

Chilli powder
paprika powder

Half tin tomato

 

Cook rice and veg together

While cooking rice & veg oil the frying pan and heat

While the mince, bacon nd sausages are cooking

Sprinkle with chilli powder

Once mince is cooked add the tomato

Once the rice is cooked drain it

add chopped and diced bacon & sausage to rice

Pour in the mince including the oil

Serve the meal

 

If you like more chilli you can add extra or perhaps you like cheese I know some like this with cheese. This feast also works with pasta I sometimes throw in  little apple cider vinegar.

 

 

This will serve one person but you can double the ingredients

 

The Redemption – Chapter 5

It was many hours before the doctors wheeled the teenager back out hooked to various machines and with drips feeding through the blood to replace the blood he had lost and a machine breathing for him. Marnac looked to the monitors and notice the boys blood pressure had dropped below what it should have been he could not do anything but shake his head.  As he saw the kid strapped and out cold he needed to know what the score was with this child, would he pulled through or was he going to die? Could any one answer his questions? The order to keep him alive came from some high order no one new why no one took the kill shot.

 

The room seemed to fill with the beeps from the machine and the ventilator movements as the boy was sleeping. Marnac sat back and shook his head for a minute as he tried to work the madness out. A brief moment in time everything seemed to stop as Marnac lent forward and whispered in the boys ear “Come back kid, you need to find your way home.” Marnac was not ever sure the kid could hear him but in a way hoped he could. As nurses walked into the room and checked how the boy was doing as they checked the monitors and change the bags.

 

“Hows he doing” Marnac looked to the small oval faced young lady dressed in a blue and white pinafore dress.

 

“He will survive if that’s what your asking, he’s been in three weeks and they are thinking about waking him up. Or trying to wake him up we know who he is and his crimes his body seems to be healing and lucky those shooters knew what to aim at they missed his major organs.” The nurse looked over for a minute as all the medics had figured it was a miracle the injuries was not worse and the kid survived.

 

“He’s a good kid at heart like most kids but something set him on the wrong path something we never got to the bottom of. Then again we never really got passed the attitude he had with us but if he survives then there is plenty of time for that to happen.” Marnac looked to the teen in the bed and saw the kids hand move slightly “I don’t think you need to wake him up hes coming back.”

 

The nurse hit the panic button as Iuan’s eyes started to open and panic spread across his face as he realized he could not move and felt something hard down his throat instantly he thought he was choking and wanted it out. As he looked to Marnac who was now lent over him.

 

“Alright kid calm down the doc will be in soon, just do as your told.” the soldier ordered as he looked over aware he had another hour of duty before he could go anywhere else.  As a tall dark haired olive skinned doctor walked in and looked over for a minute as he walked to the bed.

 

“Welcome back to the world Iuan, I am Dr Ranolph Raven I have been in charge of your care since you came in. Lets get this tube out and make you more comfortable!” he made sure the boy was comfortble and started to remove the tube which was not nice for the child as the kid started to panic “Take a deep breathe and hold it” the doctor ordered and saw the kid do it A few minutes later he looked to the kid “Alright breathe out as hard as you can.” he ordered and removed the device as he looked over “let him have a drink of water his throat will be sore.” the doctor stated he knew the pain the tube could cause and sat him up to drink a little

 

”Do you know what happened?” Marnac helped the child with the water “take sips not big gulps.”

 

“I was shot..” the kid tried to remember the last moments but it was disjointed and in bits instead of complete sequence of events “Hostages? Garage?” he wasn’t sure but it was what he saw or what he remembered briefly “I killed my dad” he stumbled over the last few words kind of in shock as he looked over.

 

“Yes you killed your father which is why your under-arrest that the primary charge, secondary was holding ten people against their will at a gas station.” Marnac told him to try and jog the boys memory not thinking the damage it could do when he saw the kid blank expression on his face.

 

“I sort of remember your Copeland right? I don’t know the others though.” he looked to the other soldiers dressed in the same uniform as him “I’m too bad for heaven and not bad enough for hell.” a small smirk appeared on the boys tired face as the kid took steady breathes.

 

“Hey kid do you know where you are?” the doctor looked over as he checked the boys statistic over for a few minutes.

 

“N..no”

 

“Your at St Jowan’s memorial Hospital in intensive care, Do you know the date and day?” the doctor asked and looked over for a minute.

 

Iuan shook his head as he tried to take it all in and looked to his guards and the doctor for a few minutes. As he tried to work it all out and thought about things for a while with a frown he could not put it all together and again tried to move his hands but found he couldn’t.

 

“You have cuffs on attached to the bed we could not risk it kid.” Marnac looked to the child fave him a look telling the teen to calm down and relax.

 

“Alright it’s may 23rd 2020, you have been in a coma for three weeks and can you tell me who the President is?” the doctor was running through the preliminary checks as he thought about what had happened aware he would have to inform the police and security he was awake.

 

“Mr Wilhelm Heinzner” he stated as he thought about it how could he forget his fathers boss, the man who had changed his life for ever when he gave his father the position of head of security commander of the presidents personal guard. With this he closed his eyes and tried to force the memories of his family to the background of his mind.

 

 

Marnac moved slightly so the doc could ask Iuan the necessary questions aware it would be a long road for the kid. But smiled when he heard the teen say that he remembered the presidents name as he figured this meant his memory was still good and hoped what he’d forgot would come back to him over the proceeding time.

 

“Alright I will inform the security he’s awake and the police, on top of that I want him to undergo evaluation in a few days but for now he is not fit enough for trial or appear in court.” The doctor looked to Marnac for a minute

 

“That’s fine, I believe he can be tried in his absence doc just get him fit enough to be moved to a more secure facility and the doctors over there will deal with him.” Marnac looked to the child aware the kid would need to be moved back to the institution once the checks was done and the docs give him the okay.

 

“You looking at a week minimum we have to ensure he’s eating and drinking, theres no risk of infection before I sign off on this kid.  I know others would send out with out checking him but tell the truth this hospital likes to keep its reputation intact Major.” The doctor looked over aware the boy was lucky but could not let him out without making sure the lad was fit enough for the journey.

 

“Alright then the cuffs and guard stays I just hope that you have the help you need, I am sure here you will I know a good few doctors all of them are fantastic at what they do.” he thought for a minute and looked to the kid with a smirk “I will be back my duty is over but Stewart here will watch you and there’s plenty of soldiers as well as cops outside ready and waiting to make the kill shot.” Marnac warned the boy as he got from the chair and walked to the door when the two guards went out to talk this left the kid confused over what was happening but Iuan just shut his eyes for a minute.

 

A few minutes later the soldier walked in with a magazine and sat back to watch the kid. No one dared talk to the prisoner as the room filled with an air of anger and mistrust as Iuan looked to the soldier for a few minutes then back to the ceiling.. For weeks this was the routine medical guys walking in and checking the statistics or the catering putting food down and Marnac or whoever was on duty feeding him as no one trusted him to do it himself. Iuan had been trained to speak when spoken to and no longer in the mood to do much talking as he found the memories hitting home harder each time.  Until a tall man in black trousers and boots, leather jacket looked over to the teen as he walked in.

 

“Hey there kid I’m Jediah Walker, I am a consultant psychiatrist sent by the court to carry out a evaluation they call me over when ever they need approval to..” the doctor although was upbeat in his speech and mannerisms found he had been cut off.

 

“Yeah I know, Doctor De’ath and Tavian Instutions deal with me for Oppositional Defiance Disorder and ADHD. I guess you need my life story right or going to bring in the priests to exorcise me? Trust me father tried that it don’t work.” he thought about it and looked over for a minute the pain and suffering was all gods fault and Jesus certainly did not die for him or that was how it felt. The more Iuan thought about things the more he realized his life was hell and he was alive, something kept him alive.

 

“That may be the case but the courts want me to evaluate you to see how you are, and I can make a report and we can discuss might be able to put into place things that could help you.” The doctor had heard a lot about this teen and read his file to make enough decision on the child’s well being but knew he needed to talk to the child over everything.  Iuan knew he did not have much choice as he started to tell him every aspect of his life from the first time in the institution through to the last time and all the abuse from both parents and their friends.

 

“that last day I did not want to kill him just talk sure when I first met him I did but when I saw the tired old man who seemed so frail I decided against it. Something was wrong with him and I wanted to know what, but we argued and I just saw red before I lashed out at him it was like something had control of me. By the time I came through it was too late and he was on the floor in a pool of blood, I just sat there for a few minutes listening to the voices around me but no one was there apart from me and him.  After a while I ran through the back streets my top covered in blood and trousers as well I was numb did not know what I was doing. But got to the lake and took the top off and..”he shook his head as he tried to remember everything from that moment and saw Marnac in the door.

 

“He is definately mentally ill and should be committed to the asylum rather than a prison he needs serious help. In prison they don’t know how to handle this and he’ll just get worse I am going to say he is not well enough to stand trial due to deminished responsibility.” the more doctor listened to the boy he knew that the illness was caused by social events more than anything else but it was enough to prove his guilt by deminished responsibility. “I will request a second opinion and most likely a third to double check what I think but it is safe to say he has suffered a psychotic break caused by everything he suffered. If I had to give a diagnosis I would say Multiple Personality Disorder with Psychosis. And depression” the doctor had given the first major diagnosis and knew he could get a couple of doctors but noticed that had taken a lot out of the child and decided to leave it until another day.  But walked out and started to write a series of drugs on the chart to try and get the illness under-control.

 

Iuan settled back and looked to Marnac who was sat in deep thought but still on guard incase iuan got out of the straps or needed something. As the doctors was outside talking to each other over the treatment he heard doc De’ath and Raven talk about him and grew cold but tried to hide the panic he had in his mind.

 

“Why did not you tell us that was happening kid we could have stopped it?” Marnac looked over he always had a feeling something was wrong but kept quiet and looked to the kid. Marnac’s was angry with himself over it but his job was to follow orders and not interfere in the day to day life of the prisoners as he looked over and noticed Bastian stood in the doorway.

 

“No one would believe me it would have been seen as disrespect to my folks and put down as my illness. You would not have acted even if I said anything so there was no point to it.” Iuan looked over he was scared but felt a little better for telling the doctors over the abuse he had suffered his dad was dead now he could not suffer any more by his hands but he did not know what would happen next. Could he ever recover or achieve a life the thought of that was never on his mind he did not even stop to think about the impact it all had on his brain.  Bastian walked in and helped Marnac check the straps as they noticed Iuan settle down and try to get some rest for the next few hours Iuan remained still and resting while the soldiers filled out the papers on the prisoners care and the doctor brought in the declaration of insanity. The days soon filled up with the observations and talks with many different psychiatrists and psychologists all declaring the same diagnosis and cause.

 

Many left apollogising to the child for what had happened and knew life in the asylum was not going to be pleasant for the child as many high security hospitals was still very archaic places but it might work with the teen.  Eventually the teen was allowed back to his feet and cuffed so they could take him to an awaiting prison transport by which time he was heavily sedated and unable to fight back at that moment.

 

Iuan looked around as they walked him secured with cuffs and arm restraints as well as shackled down the long winding corridor towards the main corridors aware the medics beep the door open and out where the press was stood waiting for him to walk snapping his photo as soon as they let him out of the intensive care ward almost falling Marnac and Chad grabbed him tighter to stop him falling and walked to a silver metallic lift as the door opened.

 

“All right step in kid,” Marnac ordered aware there was a unit of heavily armed soldiers with them when he nodded to Stanton and Erickson. To wait for a minute as Iuan stepped forward “Okay boys you two head out soon as we get down there and bring the wagon over to the door. The rest of us have the prisoner secured and tight he wont be getting away.” Marnac ordered and saw his boys nod.

 

“You got it boss, and I believe they have his old room secured and prepared for him.” Erickson stated as he looked to the kid as he remembered the kid with Charles on the military barracks when they was younger now he was in serious trouble. But with the trial not far away and the clinicians willing to stand up and defend the boy, or at least give their professional opinion which meant the boy would be tried in his absence. The plead of guilty by deminished responsibility was set and evidence had been gathered to prove his guilt but also the illness.

 

Once the lift hit the basement floor everyone knew it would be hard but it was the floor that did not have any press for the boy to react to. They knew to keep all the stimulation down to a minimum if they needed to they had a body bag with them that could be used but no one liked that mode of transport for ill patients as this cut them from everything whether the stimulation was good or bad even though they had greater control it Marnac had made the choice not to use it on Iuan this occasion. As the boy was compliant and doing as he was told to, as Iuan walked out of the lift with assistance from the soldiers and down a badly lit room towards the outside doors.

 

When two soldiers ran to get the wagon and pulled up outside after a few minutes. They was secured the teen into the chair in a large caged off section of the transporter, he just looked to Marnac and shook his head as he knew not to talk until told to with the asylum and given the fact he was known for biting they’d fixed a device which was soft in his mouth but tight around the back. Something Iuan hated wearing but he had caught them off guard several times over the years as he had hurt nurmerous guards through bitting.

 

”I know you don’t like it but its only for an hour and you’ll be back in your old cell soon.” Marnac knew there was not anything he could do he needed to safeguard his men as well as the prisoners safety and welfare. As he made sure that he was secured and the door closed and locked behind him with the loud clinking of the locking mechanisms.

 

Marnac sat down in plain sight of the child and with the others dressed in green and black combat trousers and khaki top with their hands poised on the guns he looked to the soldiers for a few minutes with a sigh as he saw the panic in the boys eyes but knew he could not take anything off until they arrived at the asylum.  He looked to the unit of soldiers with him and tried to work it out as he noticed a couple of other prisoners being shipped over to the asylum from specialist holding wards at the hospital but restraint free other than the handcuffs to stop them attacking or running from custody.  As the transporter progressed through the main roads of the town and down towards the the land of the asylum Marnac looked to the prisoner in the back and then to the others.

 

”Alright we allow them to disbark first and get them to where they are needed to go then we move this one out and over to the isolation echo-chambers. Once there leave him in the restraints it should help reinforce that running wont be allowed in any way shape or form. Then we have work to focus on we will see how long he is in the restraints for at a later time. Could be half hour or a few hours may be we leave him for a few days.” Major Copeland stated seeing the kid so sedated he could not move as they waited for the others to leave the transport and saw the signal it was safe to move him. After a few minutes the cage was opened and Iuan felt them grab him to his feet and drag him out when they manovered him out of the van even though he fell out of the van rather than stepping this only seemed to give them time to kick him while he was down.

 

While Marnac copeland’s back was turned as soon as they saw him looking they got the teem back to his feet he was thirteen and in a world of trouble.. As soon as they noticed Copeland look over they helped him to his feet and walked down the wide open plan courtyard of the prison over to the main asylum.

 

No matter how scared he was Iuan didn’t have a choice but to do as he was being forced to his legs would not move in accordance to his own will so he was dragged through the yard with many children shouting obserdities at him and threats. As they watched him being dragged away from the van and down a small narrow bricked passageway designed to shut him from everything an everyone around him as they led him through a maze of underground tunnels and to a cell which was near to the beasts he was raised to be terrified of.  As they took him through he tried to constantly get away but due to the heavy sedation they was stronger than he was and he walked to the bed where they put him on the bed face down onto the col hard stone bed. Before they all walked out and slammed the door shut made it echoed around the room almost deafening to the child contained with in the cell.

Journey of life

Find your inner strength and keep going,

remembering with each step you take to create,
the path your life will take through learning
and adventure to perfect you, journeys of the spirit,
travelling through the mental tasks of life’s game,
your own life and destiny a time to call your own,
peace and tranquility, a life to be proud of as you weather the storms,
of a life that protects and serves to teach you what you need to know.

Do not give up on this journey of life,
no matter how bad the madness can get,
the rains pouring and there’s no sun shining,,
your stress is high and the mood is low,
but still you breathe and enjoy the small things in life.

Your essence quakes for the fun times again,
just look at the positive in your life and begin,
to cast your own magic through the work you do,

To help someone in need even if it is helping yourself,
improving yourself is something we all have to do
and you can do it if you remain true to you.

But if you give up do not come crying to me,
I wont be the shoulder to cry on or the person

You need me to be, that you can turn to if you quit,

that is a not you, you’re a strong person a resilient
a unique persona, within the sphere of the world we live.

The Redemption – Chapter Four

As he raced through the muddy tracks of the woodland he could barely focus as he thought about his family and friends. One man he needed to locate and teach a lesson it was a frame of mind he had been forced into a state that he knew if he did not deal then it would happen again but this time he would be damned if his friends stopped him. The burning pit of anger and hatred burnt deep with in the very core of his soul the anger and hatred for a man he knew had hurt him over the years since he took his first breath possibly even his first step. He could not remember in that moment, his attention was on the ride while the wind blew in his hair he narrowly missed the trees and could hear the sound of police sirens screeching around the woods as he rode through and spotted one parked at the exit he wanted to use he quickly turned the bike quickly as his baby would go to the north-eastern exit and hoped that no one saw him.

 

As he drove from the woods and along the main country road as he near the tall sky scrapper building in Willenhall that his father worked at he slowed the bike and disappeared into the back roads. As soon as he had climbed from his bike he took his phone from the pocket and instantly sent a message.

 

-Dad meet me on Rosella the school, the by the market and bingo hall we need to talk dad and going to need the car” he hit send and settled back aware Millennial was a quiet calm community where nothing ever seemed to happen and he walked into Rosella chippy with a little bit of lose change where he looked to a small tanned skinned woman who talked with an Iranian accent.  “Cod and chips with a can of coke and three scallops please .” Iuan ordered as he looked to the lady for a minute.

 

“Yes sir, that will be five pounds please sir.” The man stood dressed in a white overall with his hair up in a net as he took the order and looked to the television screen. While serving the chips and Cod along with the rest of the order all wrapped in the same bag and the can on the side with salt and vinegar.

 

“Thank you Rashid, take care my friend.” Iuan stated and handed the man what he owed for the food before opening the pack and taking a fork. As he walked back out the shop and down the road aware the nearest large police station was several miles away from the small community he walked down the street and realized that Rashid had hidden a small magnum with in the papers with a few bullets he could not help but to smirk remembering Rashid was once one of the renegades someone who refused to bow down before his father became chronically ill.

 

He realized that his friend and comrade would always help the boys and him when he could. Because throughout the racist events and bullying the bikers have always been around to protect and help.  Many saw the young boys as the Guardian angels of the towns and villages able to get where the authorities couldn’t but this gave the men and women of the local gangs and criminal fraternities turned their backs on the street children who often found themselves falling foul of the local authority. Iuan walked through the town market keeping his eyes on the local attractions of the busy markets stalls.

 

 

Which displayed various and wide selection of sweets and cakes, clothes and DVD along with an extensive selection of wild rabbit and pheasants strung from the metal poles.  He smiled at the sight of such a beautiful glorious array of sweet delights that was until he had walked towards the dale bingo hall and Rosella school and noticed his father.  He stopped for a minute then looked to his dad as he saw he was alone, Iuan walked over to his dad as he looked to everyone for a minute as he studied the lay of the land as if looking for the men who usually accompanied his father.  But sighed a sigh of relief as he walked over and looked to the 6ft short brown haired squared faced man which had stubble along the jaw line and even he looked like he’d not been to sleep in months for the first time he noticed the tired look.

 

“Your here son? Looking well?” the man looked to his son for a few minutes and then around them “Come on lets go somewhere to talk, I come alone.” he stated almost robotic in his manner and tone.

 

“Dad you can talk here or we go to the warehouse where my bike is,” Iuan could feel the hatred building almost like clock work ready to explode at any minute but kept his fear back and looked to the men for a minute.

 

“We go there somewhere no one can see us, and we can talk with out the fear of you being picked up by the local law enforcers. How are you keeping son?” the old man looked to him with a smile.

 

“Um I’m fine dad, but dad I don’t know what is happening to you but I can’t let you do it to me again or to the others.” Iuan settled into a steady pace aware he had decided on where they would go and watched his dad so no call could be put through to request assistance. Iuan thought for a minute as he looked over to his father and walked by his side calmly and collected he drew his old man away from the crowds and to the isolated spot.

 

”We realize your mother and I that I was a little harsh, but you push me to it son. You honestly do not give me any other option but to beat your ass and all I want is you to obey us. Stop the way your going and obey what your told!” the man looked over

 

“Obey who your word or the overseers? You know I am sure there’s laws about beating your children no matter how bad they behave father and that institution I am not going back Ever.” Iuan

 

”Son see this is the reason your sent there they can help with the attitude and the temper you have reign it in son.”

 

Once they was clear and without further hesitation, Iuan launched at his father with the knife and ensure the knife pierced the man’s heart. With in a minute he was stood over the surge of power and a release of hatred he watched his father fall but did not stop stabbing him as he let every inch of the anger out on the man who had caused him so much pain over the years. The mix of excitement and anger with fear conjoined into one in that moment as he thought about everything and the world around him exploded with joy as he took down the one thing that stood against him in the world.

 

“I don’t need there help and you don’t need to worry any more father, just lie back and prepare to meet your maker old man.” Iuan stated and looked to the man lying bleeding on the floor multiple stab wounds to the man’s chest as the anger subsided within an instant the red cloud had vanished and Iuan sat back out of breathe as he stared at his fathers cold still and definitely dead body. It suddenly dawned on him that he was in deeper than even he had ever thought possible as he stared point blank at his father unsure how long he had been there he moved slowly away from the corpse still holding the knife in his hand.

 

“Well done Iuan you’re a bona fide murderer, you finally killed the demon.” Iuan looked around him and then to the old man on the floor “What you going to do now?” he asked himself in a low tone with a shake of his head his heart was still pounding as he noticed that his hands was covered in blood and so was his clothes stood up quickly and ran from the scene as his mind raced with thoughts he did not recognize, the thoughts that was designed to keep him moving.  The more he thought of what had happened the more he got distracted by his thoughts and the negativity of his actions. As he ran through the back roads and down to the local river where he washed his hands. And removed his top cleaning the blood from his hands and face before he wrapped the top over stones and threw it in the river. He did the same with the knife which was his pride and joy since his early days of the fights.

 

Once be had got rid of the evidence he looked behind him and walked through to the main roads which led back to his bike. As he walked through the main streets towards the dale barely noticing the blood down his trousers it was crazy almost like he was in a mad daze a state of semi reality. As he walked over and picked the branches up which had been covering his bike, before he jumped on and sped away back down the country lanes the wind seemed fresher in his hair this tome almost sweeter than ever before. The sense of freedom washed over him as he looked at the road ahead of him and rode back to the home to where he thought his friends would be waiting for him when he became aware of the sound of bike engines behind him and the loud roars of the jeep engines.

 

“Shit” he looked back a little noticed the other bikes seemed to have the local police markings he realized that he had to draw them away from the direction he was headed to protect the boys location as he weaved his way through the trees. As he pulled back on the throttle sped the bike up to maximum speed aware it was not wise to do it in the woods but seeing the cops and institute cars. He swerved narrowly missing a large oak tree in the center of the woods. By this time an all points bulletin had been raised as the body of the tall slim business man had been discovered by a unit of men who’d been sent out to look for the missing operative. The boy of Macgregor Sinclair was found at the disused warehouse on the south side of Willenhall earlier this afternoon. It is believed that the victim was the father of Iuan sinclair who escaped from the Darkhaven institution last week.

 

Police believe he is responsible for the murder of his father and believe he is armed and dangerous and advising people don’t approach us but call 911 as soon as you see him. He was last seen wearing a red Man U t-shirt and courdroys” the news reporter on the radio to clearly stated as a photo of him flashed up on the visor of the black helmet he wore with big red letters Armed and Dangerous as well as Wanted flashed up on the screen. Although Iuan was not really paying attention he noticed he had lost the cops and skidded his bike to a halt along the dirt trail leading to the old O’ryan house.

 

With the details and his picture every where he noticed the young boys turn to look at him curious over it all.  But he walked in and grabbed a beer from the fridge as he could see his friends nudging each other. Iuan looked over as a pair of trousers was thrown at him.

 

”You lose them kid?” a rough voice asked as he looked to the kid

 

”Yeah, he had it coming man you know that! But no one will want to believe me that I was abused will they he drove me to it I don’t even remember it. But they will send me back in now wont they?” he was panicked and looked a small well built muscular man.

 

”They will be we can keep you hidden from here for a while, Like we usually do while on the run, but you can’t go near the towns or any other buildings any one sees you and your in danger of being copped. Been on the run from the law before don’t forget you do not want to face the santrinsical penitenuary boys.” Antero stated and looked over to his friend he could see the panic in the boys eyes and shook his head.

 

“That’s going to be hard but if I can talk to my dad then we might be able to give you a attorney who will believe you. But you took a life man, they will throw the book at you and no return if your caught before he can work something out.” Kitto looked to his brother and best friend with a shake of his head when he noticed the killer look in Antero’s face.

 

”Hope is a dangerous thing and false hope is even worse, that can make a person lose control bro when thing don’t go according to plan. So stop feeding false hope and focus on the here and now, the facts and truth of the events.” Antero snapped aware his kid brother was right in a way but trying to protect Iuan from when things hit the fan.  “Alright police will be looking for you no doubt a man hunt after you, we need to burn those trousers and those shoes your about the same size as me so take my spare sneakers bro. Food there’s enough here for a few days yet and that supermarket bin is always good for snacks and stuff.”  Antero tried to think on his feet over it all. “Tech phones, ipad, bike, helmet all have trackers we need to get rid of all of that.”

 

”Bike about half mile down the road, phone I threw in the river with the knife weighed down with rocks the institution has the other tech they always confiscate what an inmate shouldn’t have when they go in.” Iuan disappeared to the showers outside the house and cleaned up before he headed back in and got changed not caring the girls was around as he stripped and revealed the extent of the scaring all down his body and along his chest from the beating he had from his father. “Looks worse than it is, you kinda get used to the scars and pain after a while.”  Iuan quickly changed into the other trousers and bagged his old one up ready to be put in the incinerator down in the basement along with the sneakers he wore when he killed is old man. Iuan looked over to his friends and looked to everyone in turn he knew that moment he was lucky to have them but he had to run. How could he live in hiding with them risking everything to help him, he was bound to be caught in the end of a week from running. As words from the only soldier he knew entered his mind “running from your problems will only serve to make them worse. Stand and face the horrors of the world and your actions stand and be counted Iuan.” with this in his mind he looked to his friend Shane hunter a royal, Jace his kid brother, Antero and his kid brother Kitto both dukes of the realm they was in, he looked over with a shake of his head as he heard they all wanted to help but how could he let them.  Perhaps for a while he would stay, another few days a week or so until he figured out what had happened was it the training from the institution he could not figure it out. As he crumpled to the floor shaking badly so as his friends would over and picked him up walked him to the sofa and sat him down.

 

”Shock of what he did, grab a beer and some of that weed it might help him calm down. Kid you’ll be fine just drink this and I will make you a smoke, those who don’t want to help clear the fuck out of here. Just remember this kid has had your ass more times than you had hot dinners.” Antero growled and smirked when none of the children moved as they watched their friend take a sip of the beer as Antero made a spliff as he took a toke on it and passed it over to the teen. Iuan took it and started to smoke as he lay back trying to calm the thoughts running rampant in his mind first his fathers voice telling him he was “look at what you did your useless and stupid will amount to nothing you worthless piece of shit” then the soldier who dragged him out to the procedures and therapies seemed to be telling him to face his demons. The more he thought about it the more he had to sit up.

 

“If I give up then they send me back to the asylum, you boys will be fine no matter what happens to me! “ he watched the news on the screen in front of him from the police statements urging people to come forward with information in regards to the murder or whereabouts of Iuan Rydderch Sinclair. When he noticed his older brother Dayton stood in front of the camera he looked over “turn it up I want to hear what he has to say.”  the teen looked to his large framed red haired brother who was stood next to the cops in his leather jacket and white shirt.

 

”I know you can hear me or one of your friends can, you need to give yourself up bro we want to help you but running is making it all worse bro please listen to us and come forward before the man hunters find you than there’s no return.” Dayton looked into the camera “Please bro get somewhere safe and call in, so we can help you.” no one realized that day had his right hand clenched but Kit looked over.

 

”He wants you safe sure but not in custody look at his right hand the ring on his index finger. His trying to warn you of something but if your ready to give in and spend life in prison then nothing we do can stop you in that frame of mind. Best for you to give up now but then again take time to think they might not execute but the punishment is harsh for murder of someone in the presidential service let alone the head man of it.” Another boy stated and knew eventually his friend would be found but no one in the house would rat him out they understood why Iuan took his dad out but they all knew they were now prime targets to be dragged in and interrogate over the whereabouts of their friend. Over the next few days no one left the house as they watched iuan sink into a pit of despair and depression Kit and Antero as well as the royals left the house for a matter of hours aware they had to show their faces at school and home.

 

Last thing they needed was the royal guards sent out after them to search for them. Iuan sat on the sofa not doing anything but continued to be distant from his friends the kids who he ran with everyday since kindergarten as he struggled to deal with what he had done until he got to his feet and picked up a gun when he walked out an down to his bike in a daze as he tried to work it all out.

 

“IUAN SINCLAIR WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GOING? FOR THE SAKE OF THE SAINTS OF ROSLYN USE YOUR GOD DAMN BRAIN.”  several of the children shouted at him as he walked out while the older boys tried to stop him but no one seemed to get through. Dylan and Kit charged at him and knocked him to the floor as they hit the hard dirt track they fought with him but noticed he got away from them and sped off down the track on his motorbike as he left them stood there as they shook their heads.

 

With the sheriffs and the police searching the bounty hunters out along with the man-hunters he rode through the dark desolated country roads. Far from his mind was listening to his friends who he could distantly hear calling out his name in an act of desperation to stop him from going blindly out into the world. Everyone knew that Marnac’s unit would find him and drag him back to answer for the crime no one cared if he was damaged at that time of the crime. Iuan raced through the woods and out to the warehouse something had snapped deep within the synapses of his brain and he was spiraling out of control.  As he raced through the street and back alleys down the cul-de-sac and through the grave yards he saw police after police car joining the high speed chase. As the cars and motorbikes as well as the helicopter followed the young boy looked over with a smirk as he brought the bike to a screeching halt down the road from where they was and walked into a packed gas station grabbing a little child when he noticed Marnac park up and looked to him.

 

“Iuan come you’re a smart kid walk out with your hands up and surrender.” Marnac remain calm and flat tone to his voice as well as a neutral stance, he was trying to make it look non threatening to the child as he radioed through for back up as he found the boys location.

 

“NO I WANT A WAY OUT OF THIS TOWN, I WANT A HELICOPTER TO TAKE ME WHERE EVER I WANT AND TWO MILLION DOLLARS.” Iuan started as he threw bags at the cashier “Fill them up I’m getting out of here and running.” he smirked as he looked to the 6ft tall brunette lady with hazel brown eyes wearing a long purple dress with her hair tied back in a bun.

 

“You know I am not authorized, but I have some one coming over now who might be able to how many have you got in that place? Any one need medical attention kid?” Marnac looked over as he tried to count the heads he could see as part of assessing the situation. As police cars turned up Johnston Kash a tall man with dark hair and beard climbed from the car and walked to the specialist van.

 

”Whats the low down” Johnston asked as he looked to Marnac aware he had to set up some sort of dialogue between the officer and the teen.

 

“He’s given his demands wants a way out,, helicopter and two million dollars.” Marnac replied and saw some one hold up ten fingers he hoped he was right and looked over to his friend “If I am right there’s ten people I n there. His name is Iuan, not sure on weapons he might have but I can try and get in there he might let me through. I know him from the institution he was in, “

 

”All right thanks, we need to get a link through to him open dialogue.”

 

“There’s a phone in the shop just got the number “ Sheriff Leighton Knight looked over to his friend and handed him a phone number as he looked around “Pegasus are setting up along the roofs with ready to shoot if the order is given over.” Marnac stated as he knew the institutions boys was lining up out of sight.

 

Sheriff Knight looked to Marnac with a smile “We keep this within our department and the private security firms if we can I know he has to go back to your work and we will ensure he is charged and dragged back once we get them out safe.” The sheriff looked over and hoped this would be done quick as he noticed Kash on the phone and waiting for the kid to answer.

 

“What you want? No one home!” Iuan stated as he heard the officer down the phone.

 

“Calm down Iuan is it alright if I call you Iuan?” Kash inquired and looked over for a minute as he waited for a response.

 

“Yeah, my name I am in control it is easy as this you get me a free passage from here to a helicopter and two million dollars.” Iuan demanded

 

”Iuan is there anyone you want to talk to, I can see you looking over at us.” Kash looked over and saw the men on the roof tops and scattered along the ground.

 

“I don’t want to talk to you that’s for sure Copeland, I’ll talk to Marnac.” the teen looked over “Lock the doors  and you run I will shoot you.” Iuan ordered a small stocky dark haired man dressed in a Gucci suit who promptly locked the doors Iuan knew this place inside and out. “Everyone else on the floor hands above your heads and shut the fuck up.”

 

As he watched the situation outside the Garage and shook his head aware things would get worse before they got better as he heard the warning tones from Marnac Copeland a soldier they all knew better than to argue with.

 

“All right I’m here this is the game plan, how about you come out with your hands up and the weapon on the ground?”

 

“Like hell, in fact hell will freeze over before I give the hell up.”

 

“Well let’s stop and think Iuan just calm down I know your not seeing the full picture. Even if they was to secure what you want they will still know where your going and will be waiting for you.  That’s if you make it out of the building alive kid, you know the odds of that happening plus there’s some of your fathers men with itchy trigger fingers but you release the hostages and we can talk.” Marnac figured they had enough food in the building so that wouldn’t be called out for.

 

“So no way out? You’re wrong man I got hostages here Copeland people I can use collateral bargaining chips. I shoot one of these and they’ll realize I mean business Copeland.” Iuan was serious and made sure that Marnac knew, as he thought about it but shook his head he wasn’t going to fall for what Marnac said he knew the security would be intent on getting as many out alive that they could.

 

“Alright Iuan calm down lets talk and work something out let the sick and injured out show willing and we can do more. They wont give anything if you don’t let some go.” Marnac thought about it and looked to the officers as if expecting some sort of cue.

 

“Nothing to talk about, you get what I want or I will shoot the hostages.” Iuan growled down the phone as he looked to the men and women especially the children “Alright there’s three children aged ten to fifteen I am sending them out with a lady who is in labor but the others are staying. I have a cop in here and looks like the metro-mayor of this forsaken place and a couple of hoodied teens.” Iuan stated as he signaled to the kids small teens with sandy colored hair and a tall thin heavily pregnant lady with strawberry blond hair and blue eyes.

 

As he allowed them out of the building the teen watched everyone carefully through the window and out to the awaiting units. He knew there was not much he could do but had already spotted the soldiers and police stationed on one of the roof tops. He tried to show he was willing to work with everyone and looked over when he noticed everyone in the building was scared of him. As the police approached the children and only adult to be let out of the building while the medics checked them all over. While the police was busy with the people he had let go those police not trying to find out what was happening in the shop was trying to find ways to talk the kid out and it seemed as if Marnac and Kash working as a team was working like clockwork but could they get them all out.

 

”Iuan I’m coming in and seeing what the trouble is, you need the medication you was supposed to have hows the head?” Marnac looked over to the doctor with a worried look.

 

“Heads clear,” Iuan stated then heard a familiar voice which interrupts him from the deepest darkest recess “Your stupid boy, look at the mess you have created their going to kill you for this, your going to be harvested lie others of your kind.” the voice stated as Iuan looked around and shook his head for a few minutes as if trying to get the voice to shut up.. The more he thought the chances of him coming out in one piece decreased no matter how much he demanded even he had to stop and think the pilot would be theirs the driver as well under orders.  He looked over alright you lot go I have this one, he dropped his guard and let the hostages go he had no idea how long he had been in the building for but figured it had been a few hours.  This got the soldieers and men off guard as the cops was talking about heading in but after a while iuan walked out his fun in his hand and started to pick off the soldiers which forced the snipers to open fire maximum impact was what iuan had in mind and he would go out in style. As snipers pumped his chest and knee with iron from their bullets which forced his body to jerk and twitch back until he fell on the floor.

 

“It’s going to be a miracle if this kid is still alive…. PUT YOUR WEAPONS DOWN.” the sheriff ordered as him and a team of medics walked over to the boy who wasn’t moving and stretched out on the floor with a pool of blood around him as the medics ran over and started to work. Heriff looked to the medics an could see the kid was still breathing “I am arresting you Iuan Rydderch Sinclair for the murder of Danillo Sinclair and the hold up of the Grenfold Station you have the right to remain silent but I shall caution you that anything you do say may be used in court. If you can’t afford an attorney one will be provided for you.” Sheriff Knight stated as he went to cuff the kid up but saw the medic shake his head.

 

“He might have heard the rights being read but he wont need to be cuffed he can barely run he’s out for the count Sir. He wont be going anywhere for a long time apart from the st. Jowans hospital now move out the way and let us work.” The fair haired black medic knew time was against them any one else and the shot would have been a kill shot the man thought and figured there wasn’t a clear line of fire. But what ever the reason Iuan was for all points of concern down and out cold.

 

”Alright but my boys will follow on Copeland, I staying to help clear u here and Erickson you call in once he wakes up.” Knight looked over once the medical team  stem the bleeds they placed him on a stretcher and strapped him down in case he regained consciousness and continued to work while they transported it through to the hospital with an armed unit consisted of two men with them. As the men watched and listened the medical crew working on the prisoner to stabilize him they looked over for a few minutes.

 

“Their hypocratic oath thing is still intact through a lot of changes have been made everyone is entitled to the medical care unless found guilty by a court of law.” Marnac stated a he looked to the young boy on the bed, once at the hospital iuan was pushed directly into the theater where the doctors worked on the kid although no one understood why they was wasting time on the child. No one truly expected the child to pull out of the situation he was in as Marnac ensured the straps was tight enough to hold the kid if he came through but once in theater it was out of his hands and Marnac like the other police and soldiers found they could only wait around for any news of the prisoners condition.  What ever made the boy do what he did they did not think they would know perhaps this was the sad end to the boys life like so many in his situation.

 

Copyright ©2018ELHewitt

Identifying the signs of abuse

Is your partner excessively jealous and possessive?

Is he charming one minute and abusive the next? Does he have sudden changes of mood – like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde?

Is he stopping you from seeing your family and friends? Do you feel isolated?

Is he constantly criticizing you and putting you down in public?

Does he embarrass you, often in front of family and friends, so that you are seen in a bad light?

Does your partner play mind games and make you unsure of your own judgment?

Does he tell you that you’re useless and couldn’t cope without him?

Does he control your money?

Does he tell you what to wear, who to see, where to go, what to think?

Does he pressure you to have sex when you don’t want to?

Are you starting to walk on eggshells to avoid making him angry?

Does he monitor your movements? Or check up on you via your email, Facebook, Twitter or by looking at your text messages?

Does he use anger and intimidation to frighten you and make you comply with his demands?

Has your partner ever threatened you, or intimidated you by using violent language or smashing up the furniture?

Are you forced to alter your behaviour because you are frightened of your partner’s reaction?

Are you blamed for their behaviour? For example, do they say you were “asking for it” or deserved the abuse?

Does he / she tell you when you can eat? what you can eat?

Do they tell you when you can drink (even if its wter) nd how much?

Do they tell you when to shower or that you can’t have a shower or bath?

If you answered yes to any of the above questions, then you may be experiencing domestic violence. Abuse is a crime and it is never your fault. You don’t have to deal with this alone.I know you dont need to dn deal with this on your own because I was where you are it takes courage a lot of it but you can do it. I wont tell you it will be esy but it will be worth it theres more out there who will help you,  when time comes you will be believed by more  professionals then you relise i was surprised.

The outsider

 

Openness and self belief is what the outsider lacks
being different to others in her world is something
to be cherished with unique perspectives on life
opens the doors to debates and discussions within
the game of life a game we all play.

Don’t fear the reapers scythe,
don’t fear the red eyes in the darkness,
those terrifying disembodied eyes are a nightmare,

sent to scare but stand tall and tell it to leave,

you can be strong and tell the demons to disappear.

Only you have the strength to stand your belief,

that you are right to be who you want to be,

A person who aims high, someone who can not,

be pushed back and defeated by the hellish dogs,

Chasing after you, believe everything will be fine.

Seek the positiveness from the darkness,
you will find the goodness in life,
seek a place to belong and you shall find,
a place to call home within society.

 

 

The Redemption – Chapter Two

“Sinclair Rydderch Iuan number hu54398-shu21 come with me.” a tall oval faced long haired soldier aged around forty stated as he watched the young boy get to his feet and walk to the cell. The soldier stepped out of the way “Turn and face the wall.” he demanded watched the child for a minute to ensure the child did as ordered as Iuan walked out and stood the tips of his toes against the skirting board and his head rested on the wall. As he felt the soldier place his hands behind him and cuff them up he knew better than to argue and was not in much condition to fight with the guards at that time. As they turned him to look at them they knew he was going to be trouble. Iuan noticed two soldiers stood in front of him dressed in the black uniforms of the order guards and the others dressed in the normal uniforms.

 

”Iuan we are taking you from here to the dry shower, to ensure you are clean of mites and fleas, radiation and you will throw your clothes in the waste disposal bag handed to you.” The second soldier dressed in black stated and knew the kid had to answer.

 

”Yes sir I remember it from the last time Sir.” Iuan knew all they wanted was a yes sir as he felt one of the soldiers punch him in the stomach “Yes sir “ He growled in discontent but looked over to his main guards and then to the other base soldiers as he saw the look on their faces when he used a tone they did not like.

 

”You have been here before then you know the rules, you will answer Yes Sir to a soldier or Yes doctor to the medical teams that will be working on you. Do you understand?” the soldier growled and looked to the prisoner who had been put in privately under strict conditions.

 

”Yes Sir three bags full Sir.” Iuan started to play up he was incarcerated for six months and he would have fun giving them all a headache. No matter how much trouble he would be in afterwards as he caught the look from the lead soldier but simply gave a smirk.

 

”All right you had fun now move it Iuan down the hall and first right.” The officer growled and looked to the kid, with a smirk then back to the soldiers with him as the kid walked down the brightly lit corridor towards the end of the tunnel he did not know why but the tunnels seemed to echo their footsteps.  Even though this made him frown he thought about it for a minute. But he continued to walk down to the end of the corridor where he turned right and continued until he felt a hand on his shoulder and a soldier looking to an open door. “Five minutes in there shower and change your clothes I will be in to search you and so don’t think of doing anything stupid you have x rays and scans in half n hour to ensure you’ve not swallowed anything. “

 

”Yes sir” Iuan stripped as he entered the room and put his clothes in the bags provided. The stepped into the cubicle where he noticed an officer walk in and remove his clothes from the bins to be searched. As the water hit him hard along with the soap the wounds on his back stung as the dryer switched on moments later along with the antiseptics sprays before he was allowed out of the room.  Clean and presentable when a soldier walked in with some sort of machine in his hand.

 

”Bend over kid” the doctor stated as he put gloves on and saw the kid assume position almost instantly. The doctor started to work through the procedure to check for drugs or anything else the prisoner could hide on himself and looked to the soldier once it was over. “He’s clear half hour take him to the scans and x ray, we will take a sample of blood there and check him out properly. “ the doctor ordered as the kid was in a degree of pain through the search but took note on the orders.

 

”Can I go to the common room please?” he wondered if any of his old friends would be in the facility, or if they had been moved on like they had over the years.

 

”No your new here you know each time you come in you’re fresh meat therefore until you earn time out your in the cell. When not needed for something and no jobs are permitted to fresh meat.” A tall muscular fair haired soldier looked over and Iuan smiled recognized Trave he could never put his finger on him but he remembered when he was younger and first time in Trave was a friend and helped him get out. But he was younger then and Trave could do more for him then now he was older he could not do much for him.

 

“Yes sir I know but… It don’t matter.” he looked over for a minute and started to walk back to the cell he knew he needed to do as he was told and figured he was not needed for anything. As he walked back out of the initial engagement room and down to his cell as he walked back he could see a group of kids he knew stood talking although could not hear what they was saying he recognized the one to be Emerald Lucan one of his oldest and best friends. Secretly he hoped Emerald had got out of the facility. But at the moment Iuan was in strict isolation and moved from room to room.

 

”Lets head down to the x ray it will be half hour before the doctors see you at the rate they are working.  There’s a device all the inmates are having fitted so it wont be a straight in or out of the treatment room when your in there. We should know if your able to have it fitted or if we have to hold you under watch while your in the common room. Sorry kid it might not work for someone like you.” Trave looked to the child with a sigh as he tried to work it all out. As they walked down the brightly lit white corridors the soldiers made sure their guard was up and Iuan could not do anything with out their say so “SIT” Trave ordered as they reached the x ray department and one of the team walked to the desk to book him in.

 

”Sinclair Iuan, please follow me.”  moments later he was being called by a large framed tanned skinned doctor who looked over at Iuan as he was helped to his feet for a minute and led into a chamber. Where the soldiers removed the cuffs and helped him onto the bed strapping him back down so he could not move away.  Once this was dealt with he was flat and tight secured so he could not move a muscle as the doctor injected him with a muscle relaxant and started to put him through the cat scan and watched the images of Iuan’s brain on the screen. “All right he has a brain that’s the main thing but I can see it is healthy, although signs of ill health around the synapses some deterioration could explain his aggression and mood complaints. He will need the drugs for that and damage to the bone structure might warrant further investigation into that.” Doctor Henderson looked to Trave who seemed to be in charge of the unit at that time.

 

“I will make sure the professors are aware of that and will explore it further, as for the drugs is that something you can do? Perhaps something to help him calm down and relax more, stop him getting into trouble here.”Trave asked as he did not have a clue other than to control them by force it was the medics who knew how to drug the kids and medically restrain the children.   As he looked through the window at his team with the teenager shaking his head for a minute as he tried to think how he could help the child out.

 

”We can put him on sedatives and the old school anti psychotics given the record he has and the trouble he has got into here.  Believe there is sufficient evidence to state he has a psychotic illness rather than just being naughty.  I will prescribe them and a sleeping draft last things at night, should help you keep him under control and should help him get a better life.  You can take him to the cell now and let him rest when he can allow him to take two of these and let him sleep.” The doctor ripped the papers from the machine and attached it all the boys folder for his main professor.  As the order was given the team got Iuan free and carried him through to the cell when the doc looked to Trave. “In the morning give him 200mg of Solfolax and 50 mg of Quasmide, do that three time a day for the qyasmide and four for solfolax.” he stated and looked to the soldier for a minute as he looked over

 

“As you wish doc, I know few kids on the same drugs and will book him into one on one counseling. So they can work through what issues he has, when do you think he can start school?” Trave asked aware things could be up and down for a while.

 

”Next week he will sleep a lot between now and then, he should be stable on it by this time next week.” He smiled as he thought A lot of studies from the 20th and 21st century proved the value of human contact. If he is not behaving oddly and is in control then he will need to be given time in the common room socializing is important when children are like him.” The doctor stated as he looked to the  young man being taken out aware he was weak from the relaxants he’d been given.

 

“You have it I will ensure he has an hour mixing with the others under guard as long as the doctors are not working on him. We should have a schedule for him any day now and will let him rest until he has got used to the treatment.” Trave had been a soldier with in the facility for many years and had got to know how it worked. Even he had to admit he did not like it all that much as far as any one could see.

 

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You can read  Chapter One @ https://lhewittwriter.wordpress.com/2018/11/03/chapter-one/