supernatural fanfic (Whatpad)

When my 13 year old child decided to start writing fanfiction on whatpad she asked me to join and put something up so i decided to do a simple supernatural storyline.  Below is the first part of my story i am still to write the second but as you can guess i am pretty busy with the other writing project i have.   Oh and as usual i will be putting the links to both accounts at the bottom of this blog.

FANFIC – New dawn for the Winchesters

Sam looked to his brother he could tell Dean felt deeply for Lisa, for some reason every time he picked Ben up dean smiled He seemed to be happier. Sam hoped that his brother could be happy for once they both needed to have something good. When Dean pulled the impala into the parking spot which was hidden from every one but Ben knew where to meet them. Dean stepped from the car he waited for his son who seemed to run over to the car high fives his dad and jumps in.

“Hey uncle Sammy.” Ben greeted his uncle
“Hey my names Sam not Sammy.” Sam moaned

The sun seemed to warm up the cold winters sky, which was always something to be grateful for as the child looked out of the impala. while trees and fields whirled passed the window. Dean Winchester looked to back of the car with a smirk when he noticed the small chubby faced boy playing with the toy soldiers just like him and Sam used to when they were children years go. In some ways he hoped his son Ben even though the boy had been through lot witnessed much in his short life, Dean hoped his boy would never follow the hunters path. Just like his father once hoped for better things for the boys he hoped for better for the teen. It was something that came up in conversation between him and Lisa in-fact a promise he’d wanted to keep.

“Dad there’s talk in school something weird going down,” Ben piped up when he looked to his dad

“What’s up son?” Dean wondered what could be going on they had moved back to Lawrence for the serenity the place brought.

“Eight kids..” Ben stopped for a minute “Eight kids fell into coma’s, the doc cant work out what is going on,” Ben looked over “Jerome told his father his brother was attacked by something but they don’t believe him and he’s been sent to some psych home for disturbed kids.” Ben looked over stopped playing with the toys.

“Al right kid, calm down…hey Sammy what you doing?” Dean asked

“That sounds familiar either something in dads journal or we have seen it before? Strange coma, open windows, not being able to identify the cause? ” Sam replied then looked to the kid “you did good for telling us.” he smiled and watched Ben shrug.

“I know I’ve seen it before sounds like sghtriga but wont know for certain until we investigate Sammy.But we wont do that till we have him home with his mum or she will have my hide.” Dean looked over to Sam

“and no apple pie dad.” Ben smirked when he saw his dad pout

Sam could not help but to chuckle even he knew Lisa had not forgiven his brother or him for the times Ben had been taken by the shape shifters. When he looked back he noticed Castiel sat behind his brother and ran his hand through his hair with shake of his head.

“Will you stop appearing out of thin air Castiel.” Sam groaned”You seriously need to put him on a leash Dean.” he heard Ben chuckle.

“hey uncle Cas,” Ben smirked but noticed the family home in the distance “you know that you cant hide the supernatural from me with cas popping in like this daadddddd……….”

“BEN DON’T….” Dean growled

“BUTTTTTT……” Ben replied

“No way knowing is one thing, hunting is different, even Sammy wanted out.” Dean replied

“Well Sammyboys a wuss,” Ben replied playing his uncle up

“Oi I’m not a wuss if it was not for me this dumbfounder would be dead by now.” Sam replied even he had to admit dean was useless researching. “I just wanted to settle down do what the normal life does but got taught there’s no such thing as normal for us.”

“I have told you both before your destined for grater things, sam going to college was deviation from the plan. I’m sorry you had to go through that pain Sam.” Cas interrupted and noticed the look in Sam eyes when the car pulled up onto the drive Ben jumped out with Dean and sam. While Sam and Ben walked to the house de an looked to cas and whistled.

“Get over here, How many times do I have to tell you do not suddenly appear in the car when I’m driving especially when I have my son in the car with me Cas. I thought wed discussed this he’s not going to be a hunter, he knows its out there and how dangerous things are out there. Ben is out of bounds.” Dean growled when he noticed Lisa walk out of the house and stride toward them both then punch hard in the jaw cas. It pissed him off he could not control his own or his brothers destiny but hell would freeze over before he let Ben hunt.

“Next time you do that I will roast your angelic ass, rip the grace out of it and force it down your god-damn throat you got it?” Lisa growled glaring daggers

“I told you man Lisa is not some one to upset.” Dean stood back and tried not to smirk, when he noticed his kid sister Jael walk over “Hey sis, Sam and I have a hunt later you girls going to be al right watching the angel and kid?” Dean looked over

“Yeh, if you need us let us know.” she looked to her brother and could see John and bobby stood in the door waiting for them all when John decided to shoot at Castiel narrowly missing.

“If you wasn’t a friend of my boys I would have killed your angelic ass.” John shouted But noticed cas disappear “angels are the same as demons,” John could not see the difference neither helped when his world collapsed round his head and he’d lost the love of his life.

“John you’re a bloody idjit.” Bobby growled

“Nah that’s you old man.” John replied when they walked into the house dean walked to ben’s room and knocked on the door.

“She got you grounded huh?” Dean walked into the room

“Yeh uncle Sam told her I wanted to hunt, two weeks to think bout it. She hit gramps for telling me he’d train me but he wanted me to get school done first.”

“Schools important, more important than being out there killing demons do school and college everything me and uncle Sam didn’t do we just want a good life for you.” Dean looked over he could see so much of himself in the kid and remembered how difficult teen years was. “What you playing?”

“Nightmare creatures its a good game, I just want to help I remember thinking you guys was superhero’s when I was little. It’s not like I don’t know how to fight I’m in trouble enough for fighting.” he sighed

“They’re different kid, your dad and uncle had no choice I did not give them the option but if I could have it any other way then they would have gone to school, college the works I got caught up on my personal hunt kid. Don’t want that for you, enjoy yourself kid and boys you need help on the hunt let me know.” John finally admitted it to the kids s he toyed with the wedding band on his finger.

“Thank you sir, we will have some food then head out to strt work,” Dean looked over to sm

“We will be fine sir, we have tackled it before we think. But you and bobby will need to stay here keep n eye on Ben.”

Moments later they herd the call for dinner and walked out to get washed up before headed to the table John noticed the pork roast on the table with all the trimmings.  Finally they sat down john at one end of the table with Bobby at the other end.

“You know your not my dad don’t you?” Ben looked up from his mealhe did not care the man was his  hero the best, considering hed never known his father.  Lis nudged him slightly.

“But that dont mtter right im here for you now+, your my son if you want to be? I will always think of you like your mine. ”  Dean smiled.

TO BE CONTINUED

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Hell at home to safety

I know  almost a month has past since my last post, and i’m not posting as much as i would like to, this is due to lack of funds, you see right now I am out of work so have more time to write but not always the finances to put stuff onto my blog for this I am sorry.

June this year my life changed and this will give you a brief reason why I hope.  I dont mind saying the past few months have been an eye opener to me. Things went from I’m stuck in a rut with a someone who is controlling and abusive in many other ways someone who thought he had the right to do what he did. From assaults, to rape to mind games and controlive behaviours. To i where i am now controlling my own actions and although life is on hold this is not forever. As i’m focusing on writing and working on the various clothes designs for sale on #Teespring and other sites. Although I am still waiting on police to get their asses moving and do this statement, but i’m better than i was with him, due to the fact I am rediscovering my old hobbies cooking, baking and writing. I can go out when i want, eat what i want within the cooking i have cooked food he wouldn’t allow. I’m even freezing bread and various foods. I’m even showering when i want and not feeling like a slave.

As i have gone from a sandwich to cooking three meals a day drinking more than i was before and yes im back to writing. If he caught me picking at sliced ham he would lose his temper a o i had no choice but to lice on what he let me have. I’m almost 90,000 words through a fictional novel and 15,000 through a book based on my experiences. Yes we have a choice to leave or stay before someone starts anything, but its not always that easy . Many people like myself leave more than once before they finally break free, the way the abuser works wether it is female or male destroys the victim on the inside out.  I know i have been destroyed by him phsyically and psychologically through his controlive nature of what i eat drink who my friends was and how often i phoned my family or how i had contact with them. Even when the police came he was always around listening and interupting i never had chance to scream or shout what was happening. we all know the police dont take this sort of report via the internet  and he destroyed my phones.

#Depressions been kicking my butt a little but something i need to work through and I know i can do it. .#Christmas is coming and im just counting my blessings i have a roof over my head and im going to spend time with my little one.

It does surprise me the amount of #homeless people there are on the street rough sleepers which i think for this country is a shame infact its sickening. It just reminds me that even though i have a lot of work to get myself sorted out again there is always someone worse off than I am.

I’m not going to lie I cant afford presents for my little one, or my family this year but i can make well bake something for them and people have rallied around me this year with offers of things so rhiannon dont go without. It just reminds me how good and special the human race can really be when your really struggling.  I have led a rough life  and peeople wonder why ive not broken  and ended it all, sometimes i tell them that something always brought me back while others i just smile and tell them im one tough cookie im a fighter from birth.  

If it wasnt for the help from various people such as the #SaintVincentDePaulSociety and some of the staff from #ValleyHouse then Christmas this year would have folded. With the help from the #SVP I’ve been able to buy tool which helped me bake and cook so my freezer is filling nicely with food today I’m going to cook my first roast chicken dinner for a very long time and some of thew veg (i always cook too much veg) can be put in the freezer.   At least with brocccoli and cauliflour cheese, beef stew, vegtable stew, meatballs, burgers, vegtable chilli, in the freezer along with fish portions and chicken portions and sausages i know i wont go hungry between now and payday.

I still got some broccoli and onions to use up so either tonight or tomorrow i will cook up a pasta meal and then i can put that in the freezer as well.  I’m finding that im eating more healthy than when i was with him, and able tocook what i like eat what i like and make sure its a balanced meal each time. I’m finding that im cooking and baking the things he would never let me do, rediscovering the love of music instead of it always being his choice even my daughter is rediscovering music shed never listened to.  I watch programs he would never allow  or if i had watched them with him he would be consistantly moaning about it and telling me to turn it off. even elections became a problem if i did not vote how he wanted he would cause an argument. Next election it will be awesome to vote how i want to, even small things normal people do every day such as taking a shower is such a liberating feeling now.

i dont know where i will be in june next year i’m hoping im not on the streets but I mightbe in a homeless hostel from fleeing abuse to living rough and yes this worries me, but thing is I can’t let him or my situation break me down. i’ve got the next year sort of planned out so roll on 2019 and lets make it a better year than 2018

Types of abuse

Psychological abuse & emotional abuse –

names calling, putting the victim down, making her/him feel like they are going mad and blaming the victim for the abuse, or controlling their every move through threats and intimidation. The grinding impact of emotional abuse can chip away at a someones sense of self. She may gradually begin to believe her abuser when he tells her, day in, day out, that she is worthless, that no-one will believe her, that no-one cares about her but him.  Telling her no one would believe her, that she can’t drink or stopping her from drinking the needed fluids for survival, telling he/she that they cant shower or keep clean, refusing the victim their medictions.  Dictting the meals they can have or not have.  Refusing them medical treatment.

Sexual abuse –

including rape, sexual assault and sexual exploitation.  Sexual abuse is any form of sexual activity (involving physical contact, words, or photographs) that takes place without the other person’s full and informed consent. It makes no difference whether a they’ve consented in the past. Sexual abuse also includes an abuser withholding their partner’s access to contraception, or forcing them into sexual practices they find degrading. It includes being touched up when your asleep.

 

Financial abuse –

is a way of controlling a person’s ability to acquire, use and maintain their own money and resources. Financial abuse can take many forms. Abusers may stop the victim from earning or accessing the victims own money (for example, by banning her from going out to work, or sabotaging job interviews, or by taking the welfare benefits she is entitled to); spend or take their money without consent; build up debts in her their; or damage the possessions or property. If their are children involved then the perpetrator might withhold child maintenance payments.

 

 

 

 

 

Saphs rice

 

 

One cup rice

one cup mince beef
two sausages cooked & diced

3 rashers of bacon

Once cup frozen veg

Chilli powder
paprika powder

Half tin tomato

 

Cook rice and veg together

While cooking rice & veg oil the frying pan and heat

While the mince, bacon nd sausages are cooking

Sprinkle with chilli powder

Once mince is cooked add the tomato

Once the rice is cooked drain it

add chopped and diced bacon & sausage to rice

Pour in the mince including the oil

Serve the meal

 

If you like more chilli you can add extra or perhaps you like cheese I know some like this with cheese. This feast also works with pasta I sometimes throw in  little apple cider vinegar.

 

 

This will serve one person but you can double the ingredients

 

Journey of life

Find your inner strength and keep going,

remembering with each step you take to create,
the path your life will take through learning
and adventure to perfect you, journeys of the spirit,
travelling through the mental tasks of life’s game,
your own life and destiny a time to call your own,
peace and tranquility, a life to be proud of as you weather the storms,
of a life that protects and serves to teach you what you need to know.

Do not give up on this journey of life,
no matter how bad the madness can get,
the rains pouring and there’s no sun shining,,
your stress is high and the mood is low,
but still you breathe and enjoy the small things in life.

Your essence quakes for the fun times again,
just look at the positive in your life and begin,
to cast your own magic through the work you do,

To help someone in need even if it is helping yourself,
improving yourself is something we all have to do
and you can do it if you remain true to you.

But if you give up do not come crying to me,
I wont be the shoulder to cry on or the person

You need me to be, that you can turn to if you quit,

that is a not you, you’re a strong person a resilient
a unique persona, within the sphere of the world we live.

Identifying the signs of abuse

Is your partner excessively jealous and possessive?

Is he charming one minute and abusive the next? Does he have sudden changes of mood – like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde?

Is he stopping you from seeing your family and friends? Do you feel isolated?

Is he constantly criticizing you and putting you down in public?

Does he embarrass you, often in front of family and friends, so that you are seen in a bad light?

Does your partner play mind games and make you unsure of your own judgment?

Does he tell you that you’re useless and couldn’t cope without him?

Does he control your money?

Does he tell you what to wear, who to see, where to go, what to think?

Does he pressure you to have sex when you don’t want to?

Are you starting to walk on eggshells to avoid making him angry?

Does he monitor your movements? Or check up on you via your email, Facebook, Twitter or by looking at your text messages?

Does he use anger and intimidation to frighten you and make you comply with his demands?

Has your partner ever threatened you, or intimidated you by using violent language or smashing up the furniture?

Are you forced to alter your behaviour because you are frightened of your partner’s reaction?

Are you blamed for their behaviour? For example, do they say you were “asking for it” or deserved the abuse?

Does he / she tell you when you can eat? what you can eat?

Do they tell you when you can drink (even if its wter) nd how much?

Do they tell you when to shower or that you can’t have a shower or bath?

If you answered yes to any of the above questions, then you may be experiencing domestic violence. Abuse is a crime and it is never your fault. You don’t have to deal with this alone.I know you dont need to dn deal with this on your own because I was where you are it takes courage a lot of it but you can do it. I wont tell you it will be esy but it will be worth it theres more out there who will help you,  when time comes you will be believed by more  professionals then you relise i was surprised.

The outsider

 

Openness and self belief is what the outsider lacks
being different to others in her world is something
to be cherished with unique perspectives on life
opens the doors to debates and discussions within
the game of life a game we all play.

Don’t fear the reapers scythe,
don’t fear the red eyes in the darkness,
those terrifying disembodied eyes are a nightmare,

sent to scare but stand tall and tell it to leave,

you can be strong and tell the demons to disappear.

Only you have the strength to stand your belief,

that you are right to be who you want to be,

A person who aims high, someone who can not,

be pushed back and defeated by the hellish dogs,

Chasing after you, believe everything will be fine.

Seek the positiveness from the darkness,
you will find the goodness in life,
seek a place to belong and you shall find,
a place to call home within society.

 

 

The Redemption – Chapter 3

Iuan lay on his bed days after the scans was taken as Trave walked in and handed the drugs over. Aware if he wanted to go into the common room the prisoner would do as he was told and watched the kid take the tablets. He smiled and walked out shutting the door behind him and clicking it locked. As he checked Iuan schedule and noticed he was down for an exploratory surgery while being awake as he looked to the kid all any one could do was hope the six months would go fast. With the doctors cutt into him as they went in with the intent fix something or take samples to find why the prisoners bone was the way it was.  Everything they did for weeks seemed to bring more questions and they needed answers but every time they operated they never found answers.  The following weeks consisted of the cell and treatment rooms tests it became as if time, no longer existed for him. As if he himself had somehow got stuck on ground hog day. As the treatment routines fell into place with in the first week.

 

Everything seemed to be as they worked through the damage which could be causing the the complications in his life which for some reason always led him back the center he was now stationed in.  No child liked to have their freedoms restricted or told what to do but in many ways the children and teens needed to be instructed stricter in their lives on how to handle themselves.  Iuan sat in his cell and looked over to the door as a small fair haired child and another tall dark haired young teen walked in with a smile. He was instantly to his feet and looked to the young boys he did not know the time of day let alone what day it was as he looked to the prisoners.

 

“Morning Iuan it is 6am, the others are in bed your due to go out to the yard for a morning run.”

 

“That makes a change kid, I been coup up in this Chicken pen since I got here. All right kid your following orders it is time I did what they said having proved I’m calm enough to have some freedom but what happened over the week I cant remember much?” Iuan asked he knew growing up in these places was hard and at a guess the children could not be any older than eleven or twelve years old.  Iuan thought back to when he was their age and knew they had to follow orders as he looked to the kids and half expected a guard to walk in and cuff him like usual.

 

“You don’t get it do you, there’s armed guards and starving dogs around the place. You make a wrong move and they shoot then ask you questions at the end of it if your dead they bring you back and ask questions then kill you again they have fun doing that.  I hate this place and the stupid soldiers, “ Iuan looked to the children and thought recognizing much of him in the one.

 

“You know they hear you say that and your in trouble, what doctors are around this hell hole now?” Iuan asked and looked to the kids trying to work it all out for a minute.

 

“Doctor De’ath, Professor Raven and Professor Lansop those are the main three. My names  Deacon Road I have been here for two years they keep finding a reason to hold me in this place.  This is Paul otherwise known as Palestar, I’m not sure on his story he don’t talk that much. I believe you’ve been In before so know the score.”Deacon said as he walked out of the room behind Iuan and towards the end of the tunnel.

 

“Yeah this is the fifth time my first I was eight, dad found out about the fights I was in at school and showing my mom as well as him disrespect above that I was doing drugs and beating a brother up. So he threw me into this place, some kids I know back home have been in and out of here since they was two or three. This place screwed them up more than sorted them out and the folks don’t know what is going on with the kids.” he looked over for a minute and thought about everything from the therapy rooms to the prisoners cells and the militia walking about armed with the AK 47’s and machete along with small hand held weaponry. The younger boys looked over to Iuan with a smirk they had never met one of the original few before but now they was walking with one of the original kids of the facility.

 

“So this must be a kick in the teeth or something, After breakfast your wanted with the docs in theater. Something to do with the structure of your bones or something we don’t get the full detail but they like to get us to escort you so your going in with friends rather than a soldier..” Deacon looked to Iuan and noticed the kid nod he understood as everyone knew doc de’ath was a nasty piece of work.  He looked over with a smirk as he had met one of the original subjects with in the base. “You know there’s more of these places around the world and according to some people a few off world places. “

 

“I know I’ve heard and experienced it but this is the first port of call.” Iuan stopped suddenly as he saw an officer he knew well and looked over to a 6ft muscular man with short cropped military hair cut and square face the teen stopped and shook his head for a minute.  “Marnac figgin Copeland? One of the best dang guards I know in this place thought you retired years back.” he smirked as he looked to the only guard he ever respected.

 

“Oh look its the very important pipsqueak, wait if your here where’s the motley crue?” Marnac looked at the teen sarcastically and looked over “The motley crue, that was a bad band man” a small framed soldier retorted.

 

“It’s what he called my friends, always seems to be one in at the same time as me or all of us. But not this time they are safe and well ans I am not informing on any one so go screw the professor.” Iuan looked over to the soldiers and saw them shake their heads.

 

“Watch the tone young man, or we will send you to the pit.” this made Iuan stare at the young officer. He figured the man was aged around twenty five with auburn colored hair and hazel green eyes. He noticed the oblong shape to the officers face and the pale blue complexion to the soldier.

 

“You and whose Frick army ass, you don’t know who your dealing with here I’m the king of this damn castle and pissing on your parade.” he smirked as he looked to the soldier and Marnac stepped forward Iuan noticed the headache from hell hitting home.. As he played up more and looked to the others who was backing away muttering something under their breath.

 

“Me and my army ass, do you think the beasts of nevermore are hungry yet? ” As Marnac and the other soldier grabbed Iuan and dragged him down to the catacombs deep underground and cuffed his hand and ankles before throwing him into the tunnel.

 

“I should think those beast are ravenous they have not had a human too feed of for months surviving of the scraps of meat that is thrown down so they will definitely be ravenous.” the young soldier smirked a little and thought everything through for a minute as they looked to the prisoner.

 

“NOOO! COME ON YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME DOWN THERE. GET OFF MEEEEE……” he screamed as he noticed the corridors filling with the echo of his fear. Iuan heard the soldiers laughing as they walked away from the base and closed his eyes briefly. As he tried to block out the howling of the hungry beast down in the darkened pit. The 9ft hairy red eyed creatures which feed upon the children and their fear but to hear one growl is stuff off utter nightmares and the fact you could not move intensified the fear in that moment.

 

He lay face down once he hit the floor, with  sickening thud then the sudden burst of pain which he could feel the pain of the cuts and what he figured was a broken bone. As he listened to the growls and howls of the beasts which came from all around him. The pain ripped through his body along with the sickening feeling which twisted his stomach into a sickening knot. As he looked at the red piercing laser like eyes which stood in the corner of the room. He was terrified of the creature as he saw it move.  He watched the creature as it stalked him ad seemed to slink across the tunnel occasionally, he felt the warm breathe on his neck and as if something was nibbling at his legs.

 

The teen knew that some times children never came back from the pits, he did not know if the pain was making his mind some how play him up. As if his imagination was making it worse on him, as he lay with something wet and sticky running down his head and into his mouth. It was at this point he could taste blood.

The teen lay trying to get out of the cuffs but knew they had been closed so he could not get out of the restraints and his body hurting he did not know how long he had been down in the pit. But the fear of the creatures was enough to scare him as he looked over to the door eventually he passed out due to the pain he was in and woke up when the soldiers marched in and took him out of the dungeons leading him down to the theater.

 

“Get off me you bastards I will have your job for this.” he tried to struggle but the pain worked through his body each movement he made he could scream out but was not going to give any one the satisfaction of knowing he was suffering. As he felt the bones ad muscles break more and shift out of place, as they took him down a badly lit stone corridor towards the medical bay.

 

“Put him in the side room and secure him the bones need to be reset, before he heads to the cells. Doctor De’ath is dealing with him, and may he be in a merciful mood.” The doctors all started to laugh along with the soldiers

 

“Is he ever in a good mood? I don’t think I ever seen him in one. He’s harder than the others on these kids.” Marnac stated made sure the order was carried out as he looked to the men around him. The soldier knew that the mention of Doc De’ath scared every child with in the facility. Iuan tensed as he heard the name and closed his eyes as he allowed out a slight grunt of pain, when they placed him on his back and strapped him down. The soldiers stood back and raised the gun ready in case he would try something. While they waited for their next order  Marnac turned to the kid “I hope you continue to think of your actions kid, what put you in this situation. Think long an hard and lose the attitude.”  Marnac might have been a soldier but he had lost everything dear to him and the worst was he could not remember why.

 

As he looked to the child and waved his finger to the door giving the signal for them to leave the room he hoped the kid would listen. As the door slammed shut lights started to flash around the room, as the teen did not have a choice but to watch the sequence the lights was in. A moment later the room filled with sounds of piercing noises and drills interwoven with the howls of the beasts and commands which seemed to be repeated.  Iuan lay In the flat chilled bed but noticed how soft the mattress was compared to the hard floor, he was used to but he wanted to shut off. But every time he closed his eyes the piercing sound made his head hurt more, and he opened his eyes for a brief moment. The teen knew this was him for six months, but that time would pass quicker than people thought it would. As the doctors ran tests and flashing lights resetting the bones and doing what he was told. Was just a course of the normal day or would soon be part of the normal day, soon it would be like he knew nothing else.

 

Doctors walked in and started to manipulate the broken bones as he looked to the young man. Who could be seen struggling with the pain he was going through, the process of the resetting broken bones hurt like hell but the teen got to his feet over the weeks he was there and looked to the doctors.  As he looked at everything for a minute and gently took in what was around him when they walked him down to the main office where he stood and looked to Patterson. The General just looked over for a minute no one really knew what the drugs the children was handed did to their system but the more compliant the child was the easier the soldiers jobs became and after weeks of being in the hospital the child was not likely to fight.

 

Iuan looked at the tall dark haired man dressed in royal blue army uniform a man he never thought he would see again. But now he was in front of him again with a smirk the man got to his feet and walked to the prisoner with a slight shake of his head.

 

“Well less than a year this time a new record for you, now time to work here and do what your told to do. I want him out hunting for new children those people wont miss we have new experiments to try and the professors need fresh meat as well as this you can aid in the care of the inmate in isolation.” he smiled and looked to the boy as he saw the kid shake his head a little.

 

“Yes sir, when do I go out sir?” he asked and figured it would be with another kid as he looked to the general for a minute as he tried to work it all out and then locked back for a moment.

 

“Now you have three hours to scout out and bring back anyone you see, failure to do as order means you will find yourself in the pit for two days. And the lighted chamber for a further three days.” The general ordered as he looked over to the prisoner with this said Iuan ran out of the room and grabbed his pass which gave him a way out of the building.  In that moment he did not care why he was out but he cared he was going out to fresh air and civilization. As he walked through the prison grounds watched the children being escorted to and from their duties and some of the older bigger kids kicking up a fuss over the treatments or withdrawal of any outside time they had.  As he walked out showed the pass to the a soldier at the door and out to a large open planned piece of land with sentry guards around watched from the towers.

 

”Pass?” a tall dark haired soldier looked over for a few minutes an thought everything over as he studied the children in front of him. As he took note of the children walk out to him with a smile and shake of his head “What he doing letting you out? You know what will happen if you don’t come back.” the soldier gazed at the child for a minute and the back to the other one and shook his head.

 

“You send the flat foots out to search for us and they find us we spend two weeks in the pits with those creatures. In the dark and then the work with the doctors to screw our heads up more than we think is possible.” Iuan glared at the soldier handed the pass over when he noticed the soldier check it, as he looked to the young boy with him after a few moments they handed the pass back and looked to him with a smirk.

 

“Go on then and be back when your supposed to be or we will have the beasts looking for you and they find their targets.” the soldier pressed a button and the gates opened when the kids ran through.

 

“I am not coming back” Iuan whispered to his friend with a smirk

 

“You have no choice they will kill you if you don’t, we will not get far if we run.” the teen looked over for miles nothing could be seen but the vast countryside around the institutes grounds.

 

“That’s what they want you to think,, I bust out plenty of times when I was younger but dad found me. Besides I know kids who have broken out of this joint before and still on the run. Don’t let them get to you man, don’t let them get under your skin that’s how you beat them at their game and come out on top.” Iuan sighed as he looked to the waif of a child and shook his head life had kicked them both from birth he could tell the kid had the same tired look of rejection. As they walked down the road. They might have been mere teenagers but one thing they had was the weight of the world on their shoulders. A cold calculating world that no one gave a damn in helping the children but if they ran one thing remained the need for survival was strong in them both.

 

As they walked down the long desolate country road, they looked over to the building they had just left and thought about things. But started to run down the long path and out to the distance they did not know how far they could go in three hours but figured they would keep running until they found somewhere they could bunk down for a few hours.

 

“I swear that the O’ryan house is about seven miles from here, its been abandoned since the family went to Africa on some sort of mission for some big corporation.” the young boy stated as he looked to Iuan and saw him nod.

 

“I know Templeton O’ryan and his brothers, not bad kids and that house is haunted something to do with a curse.” Iuan slowed down to a steady walk and looked over for a minute as he ran his hand through his short black hair. “But Mister Jefferson wont hurt us he seems to help us kids not sure on his story though, perhaps one day we will find out.” Iuan had heard rumors but walked at a steady pace as he worked it out at the pace they was going. As they stuck to the country paths they’d not only avoid unwanted attention but would reach the house in a matter of an hour. “We head there’s food in the cupboards and drink still trust me it is all in date but there’s something I gotta do and cant take you.” Iuan smirked but knew the kid would not last on his own for long “what’s your name kid, what’s your story? Mine I got sent there for fighting and disobedience dad wants to crush my spirit but he can’t I wont let him do that.” he knew what needed to be done figured it could be done when he was on his own with the little one asleep.

 

“Tolstar it’s more of a nickname than it is anything else, my folks was used in some-sort of experiment and I was the result. Been in there since I can remember the work of the scientists don’t even know where the folks are. We get moved when the residents hit nineteen and I’m not told where to. Or even if they are alive dad got sent there by the courts and I think mom was the same not sure on that though.  I hear stories of the old ones the originals here, and those being shipped out after re-arrest.” The kid looked around the smells of the air and green grass was totally different to what he had got used to over the years.

 

“The originals you mean my time? Me, Antero and Kitto, and my gang of friends well some are still running from the flatfoots and rozzas. But they use o’ryans pad at times, especially out racing which is why there is food and we know of other places we can hunt and salvage food.” Iuan thought for a minute and knew there was bins full of food that supermarkets and shops threw food out no one wanted.

 

“Yeah your team, the soldiers talk about you all when they dragged you back the soldiers especially that Marnac was upset to see you back. But I guess that place once it has you it don’t let go right?” the kid looked over for  minute as he tried to work out why kids always got sent back.

 

“I think we have to go back a lot of us, have been shifted from one prison to the other for many years. Some get to go home but the parents send us back when we get into trouble with the authority or school boards. But this time it will be different if you want to run then you will have to learn to live on the streets, racing and fighting it is all part and parcel of life out here.” Iuan tried to think he knew it could get tough and people would be aggressive or fearful of the kids on the streets. “First thing first give me a lift up kid those clothes look like they will fit us both.” he stated as he looked over and noticed a red  soccer t-shirt and pair of black corduroys on the washing line next to a pair of black smart trousers and white shirt. “I will have the business trousers and you can have the soccer top.” Iuan smirked as he watched the kid cusp his hand together and spring him up to the wall.

 

“Damn man I support a different team,” the young boys chuckled as he supported the underdogs a team he loved since he could remember. But figured it was a forgivable act as he was now on the run from everything he knew moments later as he caught a look from Iuan who shook his head.

 

“Damn man they are crap not won the cup since the 80s, this one is far superior but heck if we all supported the same teams life would be extremely dull.” Iuan replied as he looked for a way back over and found a trampoline by the same wall he took a run and jump caught the top of the wall and spring boarded back over with the clothes “SSSSHHHIIIITTTTTT!!!!!!” he hollered as he saw a large framed man with snake tattoos going along his arms an the top of his chest along with band tattoos around his wrist and long hair wearing a leather jacket come out of the house with a large rottweiler cross. Once over the wall he glanced at his friend “NOW RUNNN!!!!!” he ordered and took off towards the hills which he figured just in the distance about two miles off course.

 

As they ran his heart beat rapid in his chest as his breathing became rapid the faster they seemed to run. Iuan looked back and could hear the dog growl and run behind them as he pulled the younger boy into a small cut out coal mine he remembered using a few times in the past and pointed straight ahead.  Iuan knew what he had to do and it would be a job he did alone, but it would be something that end up breaking his family apart right at this moment he needed to run and not let the large black and liver colored dog catch up to him it seemed to be an animal that would rip him apart.

 

“Don’t look back keep running, just keep going even if I get caught you run” He ordered and hoped the kid would do as he said and not what he did as he turned a sharp right down the main pass. The more that he ran the more he noticed his young associate fall behind but Iuan was too concerned with running and trying to get away from the dog to truly care about the young boy. Outside life was different you took care of number one on the streets unless you trusted the gang you was with the streets was rife with tales of the meat wagons. But for some reason he slowed down to a walking pace and looked back “Come on I think we lost him, lets take it slow here and walk the rest of the way stop and breathe.” he noticed the child had caught up and they must have been out of the man’s land with no sign of the dog or him.

 

Tolestar looked to Iuan with a smirk and thought things through quickly aware his friend was scared. As he placed his hand on the kids right shoulder with a smirk he nodded in a way trying to tell the kid he would be fine. In that moment the time he took to touch Iuan his mind became full of the hatred and beatings the teen had received but could not tell what would happen but the saw the struggle in the teens mind locked away.

 

“Who ever that is he can’t hurt you, not now.” Tolestar looked to his new friend as he noticed a limp.

 

“No one for you to worry about and I have a way to escape his hell.” Iuan tapped his head and the saw the kid shake his head for a minute not understanding what Iuan was on about. “In your own mind you can be anything when the doctors operate or your hit you can put yourself in the middle of an opera house singing your favorite opera or out on the motorbike cruising with your friends. Surfing the largest monstrous wave you can think of and each strike makes you wiser or reach the little pinnacle of what your doing. In your own head you are the wisest and most successful writer use the power of your imagination inside your head is the inner-temple of your own desires” Iuan smirked as he thought it might seem strange to the kid. Even Iuan had to admit at times it was hard for him to distance himself from everything but knew something had to be done to at least ease the pain.

 

As they kept walking down towards the wooded land Iuan knew he had to get in and hide with his friend he could not help but to wonder who was at the hideout. He studied the other kid while they walked toward the cabin which could be seen hidden within the woods. The boys walked through the trees and past the headless cross, a marker from the past of the building and lands or was it.

 

Iuan took note of the cross again and thought 1666 the plague that engulfed the land and many thought it to be a curse from the devil himself for their sins but was it? As the upper-classes often used the headless cross to hide their fortunes from any one who would take it. No matter what the tales was a hidden fortune or the plague no one had been brave enough to open the site of the headless cross for fear of releasing the plague.  As he crossed the land a cold chill ran down his spine and he pulled his friend into the house when he noticed a group of children sat huddled by the warming fire.

 

“Hey whose here?” he asked when he walked in and noticed a large framed teen sat back in his chair

 

“David Lloyd, Me, Colton and Casen Vaerncombe, Stuart Lucas and Kitto, Westie Mcgregor and The Turk.” Antero looked over for a minute as he threw a can of Cola to the boys “catch”

 

Iuan smirked as he caught the beer and looked back to his friends for a minute, as he pulled the ring tab on the cab and grabbed a couple of tablets from the table popping one he looked to the kid and shook his head before settling down by the fire.  He settled down and looked around for a few minutes he took in the kid in leathers with their bike helmets next to them and realized their bikes was hidden from sight, then the racers who sat in their jeans and tee-shirts with oil down the jeans. Then the girls who seemed to stretch around the house when he spotted Shane and thought for a minute as he looked over to his best friends.

 

“Your old man is out looking for you so are the flatfoots you bust out of Dark haven Institution right?” Shane asked and looked to his friend Shane handed the kid a sandwich.

 

“Yeah this is Tolestar, I need you boys too look after the kid while I am busy. Ads going to see me but it will be the last thing he ever does.” He looked over for a minute with a smirk as he stood and toyed with the large sharp bladed blue handled diamond encrusted hunting knife in his hand. As he looked to his friends for a few minutes before dropping the sandwich and heading out to his red Kawasaki ninja and kick starting his baby speeding away from the house and down the dirt track with only one intention on his mind and a job he would secure as he rode through the woods weaving in and out of the trees kicking up the dirt behind him he could sense the adrenaline surging through every inch of his body as his mind was clearer than it had been over the years.

Copyright ©2018ELHewitt

 

 

You can read the Introduction  @   https://lhewittwriter.wordpress.com/2018/11/03/introduction/

Chapter One  @ https://lhewittwriter.wordpress.com/2018/11/03/chapter-one/

E’s berries smoothie

 

 

 

One pear

One handful of spinach

One handful of rocket

One tablespoon of porridge oats

three large strawberry’s

three large Raspberries

One cup Blue berries

0ne spoon of Onken or Greek low fat
400mils Milk

200mils Water

 

 

Put it ll in the blender or smoothie maker and blend.

 

 

For omega three why don’t you try adding sunflower seeds